neon-antiseptic

Just let me lay here -- un-notified of one of my best friend's troubles, unable to help her. She's never on our life line. Just let me die. I'm not one of those people who can just sit and watch something bad happen from afar. It's what we do in life that makes us who we are. So, while one of my best friend's hurts herself -- or whatever predicament she is in, I get to go snowboarding. I just have no clue on what to say. I am just so freaking bored all I do is sit here and worry about her. -- I'm going snowboarding tomorrow. Which means, I'm fucking creeped out on  having to get off the chair lifts. It scares me so much. Last time, I fell

Well. You can tell spring/summer is starting out bad. I hate school so much, if I start talking about it I will explode. o.o Now, when your 'supposed' best friend starts avoiding you, you get ticked off, 'specially when it's that wonderful time of month you bleed. >.< Jared and his girlfriend broke up. >.o Should I be happy, or sad? Riley keeps tugging on my throat on why I shouldn't like him. There's nothing I can really do about it. I have to just smile and hang over him. I know he doesn't want to see me hurt, but sometimes it's too obvious that he loves me. Or whatever he feels for me. ?.? My birthday is in three days. The eleventh! Yay